disturbance

picture by Wreck This Girl @ Flickr

riot, mess, people, voices, angry faces
all together in a dreadful, creepy moisture
ears melt, mouths tear, eyes bleed
and no one can understand what is yelled
among all the colourful pixels, a dot of calmness
a single dot, lost, almost invisible, even unseeable
just all I wanted to be, just perfect to me
but I just can't be, can't even see
so lost and pale and tiny it is to me

growing up means overcoming

picture by BONGURI @ Flickr

growing up means overcoming
overlapping, overdoing
and it summons all the duties
and they cracken your whole cutis
make you tired, feel depressed,
even you think that you`re blessed
growing up has all its odds
turns around and makes us gods
super powerful mistake
just a mere deflated cake

think I think too much

picture by @boetter @ Flickr

sometimes I stop to think and I think that I think too much
it takes much thinking before I can get to a decision
but the decision never seems to be the right one
and I always restart thinking, and thinking makes me think
that I really think too much, perhaps more than I breath
and I think, and thinking brings me thoughts
and the thoughts bring me more thoughts
that never, ever come to an action, as I wish they came

picture by Packie_s @ Flickr

thinking and acting should be closer, don't know what to do
if it's a matter of confidence, pride, closed-mindness
if this last one exists
and I keep thinking and thinking and I still think I think too much
don't know how my thinking finds space in my thinking pond
full of liquids and fluids and not a single solid matter
nothing touchable
nothing

depending on

picture by dhammza @ Flickr

depending on (...) is so frustrating
you can't do, you can't say, you just keep on thinking
depending on (...) is so boring
even when you're ready, you know it'll take forever for you to start doing
depending on (...) is so annoying
I wish I didn't need to depend on anything
things, people, situations... I hate to depend on. and on. and on. and on. and.

all that glitters is not gold

picture by Martin Cathrae @ Flickr

all that glitters is not gold
maybe it is a diamond
who knows? it could be a ruby
or even a rustic sapphire
nowadays it's easier to think it's just
the sunlight reflecting on a drop of
rain on the glass of my window in
a rainy sunset, with a cup of hot,
dense chocolate and some love
in a pulsing heart.